You'll be fine..

I am so SICK of people who keep telling me "you'll be fine" with my surgery. I know i'll be "fine" but it is a big friggin surgery!! It's like saying, "don't worry, it's no big deal" but it is a huge friggin deal. I am not getting some little outpatient procedure where my birth mark is removed.

A surgeon is cutting out a deep chunk of my foot and a plastic surgeon is doing a skin graft and closing up my foot. I can't get out of bed for 2 weeks and I can't walk for a month. A MONTH. I'm going to be in pain, have scars, and do nothing but LAY IN BED for at least a month. Then I might need physical therapy and for 3 months I can't put that much pressure on it.

So i'm sorry for complaining again but i am f-ing scared. I've never had surgery before. So instead of people just telling me i'll "be fine" and writing me off, i wish they would actually HEAR ME OUT.

Sorry, i'm just frustrated. People don't really grasp the severity of my surgery. I guess I wouldn't really understand either if I wasn't the one going through all of it. It's just really annoying. I don't know if people think i'm exaggerating or what, but it just sucks. I'm already realizing who my TRUE friends are.

Needless to say I am in a cranky mood today. But I'm at work and i just had to go downstairs to check out some packages that were delivered and I passed like 5 hot construction workers. I want to go downstairs again and take another look.... hahah of course it takes a few cute guys to brighten my day. figures.