why am i not sleeping...
i am definitely going to regret this decision tomorrow morning.
fuck me. i'm so dumb.
so i am going to try this new thing where i become more spiritual and a positive thinker. over break i'm gonna get those books like "the secret" and try to get my life on another path. is it weird? i want to be spiritual and more positive energy in my life. so maybe i'll start out with that if i want this certain situation to work out i will keep on thinking that it will work out and think positive. but how do i stay positive when it isn't consistent and it is a bit of a suprise. do i really have to make that move? me... really...
i am so bad in those situations. this may be the first time that i've actually really been in this situation. the last time was just a fluke. this one is going to be hard to get over like really hard if it doesn't pan out the way i would like it to.
About Me
- MELMKO (melms and ko)
- two random ramblings of twenty something year old girls. we may seem crazy but we are sane. we might not seem so normal, but who is? we are just basically trying to survive what life throws at us!
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