i have no time to write, think, breathe, de-stress. i haven't written in a very long time... this needs to change. i need to make time!last night i started freaking out about my life. i'm graduating in may and have nothing lined up for the summer or fall yet so everything is up in the air. my internship this semester is taking over my life and doing nothing for me but look pretty on my resume. i guess that's a good thing but i've been so negative and stressed and tired lately because of it. so last night i had a bit of a meltdown. i sent my resume to just about EVERYONE and started searching for new apartments/condos in the area (which led to more freaking out over $$). i even worked out and went on the elliptical for a while to de-stress but my exercise was limited because i went tanning after class yesterday (need to prep for spring break and look less albino) and wound up very very red. haha so yea, i did what i could without hurting my sunburn.
anyway, i woke up this morning feeling like i had been productive last night to some guys at my apartment putting in a new boiler (no more cold showers!) and had already heard back from some companies. SCORE. okay, i feel a little less worthless and poor now that i know i might actually have some options. and at the very least, i can take long, hot showers now.
